Its been a while, I know. Yet, has anything changed, I asked. Surely the rest of the world moved on. You? I know not. Me? Somewhat. Certainly nothing ever really stays the same. Such is the curse of life... dare I say blessing? But when words fail me, what else can I say?
I love you...
And yes, that too has changed. For I love you more now that I did before. All that has passed did not serve to diminish how I felt. Sad? At times, yes... For you are so far away, out of reach, out of my league... definitely not mine to love. But I do.
I miss you...
More than you'll ever know, and never will you hear me say... I wish... that things would have been different. Maybe. For no matter how hurt I feel not sharing my life with you, I have found my peace in loving you. Though my heart still hope a little... maybe someday... I stand here in silence knowing I will love you always... as you love somebody else.
