more questions...

How do you stop yourself from falling in love? More so, how do you stop loving someone? Will time and distance help in forgetting? Or will it only serve to heighten the feeling of loss, of missing that person, of wanting to be with him?

I wish I knew the answers, maybe then I would know what to do. Because right now, I'm at a loss, and I am lost without you...

Fallen

Friends turned into lovers... can we still be friends?
I should have been stronger for us.
You should have listened to me.
I should not have fallen for you...
But I did.
My fault?
Yours?
Fate?
Love?

miracle wanted

You called asking why I haven't been calling you. I said, "I didn't want to bother you because I know you're busy." And you said, you're not, not for my calls anyway. And then you asked if I was sulking because you haven't called me. I said no, because it would be a waste of time to do that. To which you said it's not. So I just said, I'm busy, you're busy, so not calling is ok.

The truth? I miss you so much it hurts. I am forcing myself not to call you, not to think of you... to maybe turn back time and forget I ever fell in love with you. But I can't. Most of the time I can stop myself from calling you, but I cannot stop myself from thinking of you. Nor can I help it when I miss you... to get over loving you? I need another miracle.