The past few weeks have been hectic. Hardly a day went by when I'd have time for myself. Too many things needed to get done. Too many people to deal with. Too many memories to keep at bay.
Things to do get done. Poeple can be dealt with. Memories... well, this is something I have to live with.
Yes, my love. I do miss you. I may not write as often about you, or about my feelings for you, but yes, you're still very much in my mind and in my heart. I may be busy getting things done, but your smile is what keeps me going. How can I find happiness without you? How can I hope for a better me without you to guide me? How do I make myself believe in tomorrow when I still live for yesterday?
Christmas is just around the corner. Winter has set in... people are in a rush and full of holiday cheer... and yet here I am... and there you are... worlds apart.
