Life has a way of dealing you the unexpected. As it was, this post is a month too late, but that doesn't mean I have forgotten. No, in fact I have vivid memories of that day. I was still awake as night turned into day. In spite of everything that happened the last couple of days, during quiet times, my mind turned to him. It was the 10th year of the day I fell in love. The 10th year when we had our first real dinner together, the night I realized what love was all about.
I wanted to see you, maybe finally clear things up, but I had responsibilities to attend to, the timing wasn't right. Maybe I will never find out, maybe that's the way things are supposed to remain. Ten years, sweetheart. I wanted to say I'm over you, but I'd be lying.
I made a promise to someone very special, a promise that I know will be very hard to keep. But I intend to fulfill that promise no matter what it takes. I love you, sweetheart and I know I will continue to do so. I also know that time will come and I will see you again, if only to lay to rest what I feel for you.
Happy anniversary, sweetheart.
